Cursed Lost Souls

Saturday, August 4, 2007

On being alone

Today was a loooooong day
never truly realized how lonely i'm until the past couple of days.
specially today
there is a quote that i truly love
"I never thought there could be anything worse than being all alone in the night. But there is: being all alone in a crowd."
There all the honour lies - Sheridan & Delenn
i can't tell you how correct this words are
i was surrounded by ppl .. ppl who are close to me yet i was alone.. standing there .. smiling .. looking at the crowd ..alone like a palm in the middle of the desert except i'm not that tall :)
i dunno how to describe this state properly , but it hurts.

One person who i see once or twice a year told me tody " ana mesh fahem enta eah kefak fel we7da yabny" .. i tried to explain to him that i don't enjoy it , i just can't help it.
i feel like an empty hollow .. a picture of a person .. it's there watching , but nobody care to even look at it.

One brightened up my day a little .. it's this
A sparkle from LaLa land

one thing i felt after hearing this
HOPE
posted by The Cursed Rebel at 5:11 PM

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